This is from when I went to Jamaica with my boyfriend. We had an awesome time and we're definitely going to go again soon!!








So I got an Ipod Touch and it's so awesome. I haven't even used it for music yet. There are so many free apps you can get it's amazing. My favorites are Ipuppy Chihuahua, Lostit!, Suduko, ShopShop, Balance (to balance your bank account/check book), and many more. There are some many I can't even list them all. Lostit! is amazing. I never realized how many calories I ate and I am disgusted. I haven't exercised in a while and I definitely need to get on top of that. Today I binged and it's disgusting. I ate some friendly's watermelon roll ice cream, although it was delicious, for breakfast lol. Then I ate two grilled cheeses with ketchup. Then I went to a wake, my dad's uncle passed away. Then we went out to Applebee's to eat. I had a house margarita which probably has a million calories, then I got potato skins without bacon, and I ate two of them. We also got chips and salsa which I ate. Then I got three cheese penne, which I ate half of! OMG it's awful how much I ate! Tomorrow after the funeral I am definitely working out!

Also I spent so much money in the past week it's insane, I bought the iTouch $235, Betseyville Heart Quilt Laptop Case (Betsey Johnson) $70, Gym $22 (which I should cancel because I bought the treadmill), iLife '09 $50, Herbalife shakes $20, Cell Bill $140, Dermalogica face wash, face lotion, spot treatment and toner $140, Tanning lotion $30, My eyelash appointment $70, Car Payment $160 (not the Mustang that's paid off, the Jeep), Kohl's $100. I really need to stop. Plus I need to buy my boyfriend a birthday present. He bought me a Wii for my birthday so I'm going to spend around the same amount of him. At least I'll still have money for other things. I canceled my nail appointment that was suppose to be Thursday. The nails are $80. They're called light concept nails. They seem really nice compared to acrylic. I am going next Thursday to get them done. I am going to get french tip but with pink. It's going to be cute!

Also I watched Twilight recently for the first time and think he is pretty fucking cute!!



Robert Pattinson looks gorgeous as a vampire!



Well I'm off to bed. Have to wake up early tomorrow for the funeral.

Here's some thinspo to keep us in check.....

So I have really been trying to loss weight, like half the girls in the world before summer gets here. Today I didn't work out, which sucks! Today I ate:
Breakfast~ oatmeal & a banana
Snack~ a mix of strawberries, blueberries, blackberries, & grapes
Lunch~ chickn' patti (vegetarian) and a sugar-free pudding
Snack~ SmartOnes Fiesta Quesadilla
Dinner~ Lunchable
Snack~ Some of a 100 cal. pack of kettle corn

I ate kind of a lot today and really wish I didn't eat the lunchable!

But I hope that most girls realize that being skinny doesn't mean you're pretty. Sure you can weight only 100 pounds, but you can still ugly. Also a girl can weigh, lets say 130 lbs and be gorgeous. Beauty is different to each person. I feel prettu when I am tan. I love when I work out, it makes me feel healthy. I love when I have nice shoes, they make me feel sexy. I also make sure I take care of my face. Wash it with foaming face wash, I use lotion for under my eyes, I use a moisturizer, I love Sephora and Clinique products. I brush my teeth with a whitening toothbrush, whitening toothpaste and whitening mouthwash. I love a white smile and always get compliments on my teeth. I use hemp body lotion and when I go tanning, I use tanning lotion. Being on a healthy diet is important for your body and your insides, so you also have to take care of your outer appearance too. Sure celebrities are super skinny, but they also take care of themselves and are gorgeous. I mean look how skinny she is


but she looks like an ugly skank. While losing weight, you need to keep up your outer appearance, get facials, get manicures and pedicures, get massages to relax, but good quality face and body products. Looking pretty will make you want to loss weight!!


Now on to my day, I went to my sign language class to take my final today. Our teacher had us fill out a form, asking us what we thought of the class, what we would change, what grade we think we deserve. After filling this our she says to us "that was your final, see you next week to give you your grades and return all your work, but make sure you come or you will get a zero in the class." I was so stoked. Even though I studied, I didn't think I was going to do that well.

Here is some gorgeous girls....